Is it ironic...

that my husband is a chemE and I am currently ridding my house of all chemicals? If I smell them or see them I get this out of control fear that I have hurt my baby or myself and we will both die of cancer. Good bye stable mama, hello crazy! Yep, she's back!!! Poor Don, seriously I am out of control. Don has to tell me 1-5 times a day that everything is okay. I am revealing this to the world because I and our baby need your prayers, as well as anyone around me. Help us all!

On another note, we are trying to come up with some name choices. I figure we will end up going with a traditional name. Thanks to Don having like 8 uncles with traditional names, all of those have been nix-nayed. Yikes! I really didn't think we knew that many people until you start thinking name choices and then most names get nix-nayed because you know someone with that name. ahhhh! exhausting! I have a list of about 15 right now that Don and i will have to seriously go over and start dwindling down.

Also, the crib and baby bedding are being seriously perused. There is a place you can make your own fabric called http://www.spoonflower.com. That's kinda cool. All I really need is a bumper and sheet. As for the skirt, I could get a generic blue somewhere. I also like http://www.serenaandlily.com/Baby. Of course I would like everything extremely expensive. So typical of me. We'll see what we can come up with. For now it is scour the internet of all things likeable.